
My little princess is gone. Holly passed away last night. When we got up yesterday morning she didn't follow me around like she usually does and I thought that was odd but Reilly went back to his bed too so I just went on to work. I figured they were down on their beauty sleep since I was home all week-end with them. When I got home I could tell she hadn't eaten. She had peed on the floor a little bit but she must have just peed on herself because she was wet. I took her outside and let her go potty and then took her in and gave her a bath and dried her. I started cooking her some rice with chicken so entice her to eat and while I was doing that she snuck off and went up under the bed in the spare room. I found her and got her to eat a little. I could tell she was only doing it to please me. At that point alarm bells were going off. She didn't appear to be in any distress or pain or anything feasible like that, I just had a feeling we were going to lose her and soon. I think she was LOT older than I even thought (which was 10). I held her most of the evening and cuddled her and talked to her. She would lick me and I think she enjoyed our time together. When it was time for Madison to go to bed I told her to kiss Holly good-night and tell her she loved her, which she did. Twice. When it came time for us to go to bed I held Holly and kissed her and told her how much I love her and I want her to be there in the morning. I told her she has the sweetest, prettiest little face and I am so glad she came into our lives. About an hour after we went to bed Stacy went to check on her and she was gone. She just went to sleep and I firmly believe she waited until we went to bed also. I am going to miss her so much. I know I did the best I could for her, I know she knows she was loved. It just hurts to much to know I am not going to see that little face anymore or see her try to hop up or so many quirky things she did.
